I get this knot in the pit of my stomach during the quiet times. The revelation that my life is a kind of pathless shell. I'm free of a proper release, not really understanding how to find a release that satisfies me. I've been trying to hunt it as long as I can remember, finding things that should add up...but it never does. I'm undisciplined is what it comes down to. Lazy and unable to follow through on the things I really desire. Even talking about it, I feel like I'm retreading the same road I have again and again. Words add up to the wrong. Solutions feel empty. My stories are hollow and I don't know what to do to find the right path.
Los Campesinos! - Who Fell Asleep In - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHQrX2YhNy0
Thursday, February 11, 2010
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